It’s really easy to get so wrapped up in a problem that you just can’t make heads or tails of it objectively. Something I’ve started trying to do in the last year when I have a problem I can’t work out is to pretend that it’s not my problem. I think about the problem as though it’s coming from someone else who is asking me for my advice… and suddenly it seems like I know exactly what to do. Sometimes a shift in perspective is all it really takes.
About a month ago, I had a friend call and ask me to meet her for dinner. I could tell she was in distress, but didn’t know until I arrived that she called off her engagement and broke up with her fiance not three months before her wedding. Of course you ask, “What happened?!” What could that monster have possibly done to my friend to make her call off her wedding? What unforgivable deed must he have committed?
As she started to list his indiscretions one by one I couldn’t help but think…”So what? My husband and I have had that same argument times infinity and it was never worth ending our relationship over.” What my friend was explaining to me was normal, long-term relationship stuff. It’s the same stuff every new couple goes through if they are together long enough. It’s “he isn’t as romantic as he used to be”, “he makes me come to him to talk things out instead of coming to me”, “we bicker”, “he doesn’t put his clothes in the hamper”. It happens to every relationship… we say it never will… but it always does. They’re growing pains.
I tried to be optimistic with my friend and let her know that she’s not alone, but also tried to withhold judgement. Although what she told me seems about on par to me, I’m not in her relationship, and she’s the only person who can truly decide if it’s worth moving forward with this man. But using her situation as a mirror to my own I quickly began to feel extremely…
….Petty. I’ll admit sometimes I’m downright rude over silly little human things. But I’m also grateful! I’m so loved and even though he’s not perfect, my husband really does just want to make me happy.
Things aren’t always as bad as they seem when you’re in the trenches… dealing with small indiscretion after small indiscretion every day. And I didn’t realize how petty my issues with my marriage and husband sounded until they were coming out of someone else’s mouth.
My friend is now in couples counseling with her fiance and I pray the use of an unbiased mediator will be exactly the voice of reason they need to decide where the future of their relationship will go from here.
As for us, I’m thankful that God sent my friend to me, to help her in her time of distress and to help push me along my own path of enlightenment. Some days the light at the end of the tunnel looks so bright and I know the struggle and the growing pains will only make us stronger, better able to communicate, and the future so much sweeter.